I Still...

...hold my breath as the plane leaves the runway.


...drift in and out of a restless sleep as praise & worship music fills my ears after little or no sleep the night before.


...feel my heart begin to race as we begin to descend.


...become breathless at the first glimpse of land below.


...feel the weight fall from my shoulders as I step off the plane.

...can't hold back the smile when I exit the airport.

...repeat, "I can't believe this," again and again as we make our way through busy streets to Antigua.

...feel most relaxed when my feet hit the cobblestone.

...giggle when I call Marco and Leddy to discuss the next day's agenda.

...love Rainbow Cafe and Cookies, Etc.

...and always will miss my two favorite guys every time I am away, if only for a quick trip.

...look at Agua and am amazed at how much my life has been changed here.

...remember the time when I wanted nothing more to leave and continue to thank Him for changing my heart.

...feel passion growing.

...feel like this is home (minus two people).